2021.10.26 07:44 ceesaart Scythian gold case: Dutch court judges to return collection to Ukraine
2021.10.26 07:44 AlKellyPhotography This Old Abandoned Structure in Leixlip, Ireland [OC]
2021.10.26 07:44 HappiestPeople I’m 35 and thanks to NPD I’m damaged beyond repair
I’m 35. Alcoholic. Chain smoker. Alone.
I’m a pretty smart guy. I’ve had success in life. Not too bad looking if I say so myself. He tons of smoking hot girlfriends made lots of money etc.
But I’m a narcissist. I’m traumatized by abusive relationships, abandonment, self-destruction and now self-hatred.
I could of done so much with my life now it’s all falling apart. I could blame alcoholism.
But I’m an alcoholic because I’m emotionally and psychologically damaged beyond repair. So alcohol isn’t the source problem. I’ve been to therapy. I even have a background in psychology. I already know I’ll never recover. It would take miracle for me to recover. I know people will say I can but I’ve been like this for 20 years including therapy, medications, being diagnosed with NPD and having a decade of professional research experience in the subject as well etc.
Even tonight I reached out to an ex who was downright abusive to me. The worst shit you could ever imagine. Why? Because there’s nothing left in my life anyway. I’m dead inside.
There will never be anything more to my life. My psyche is damaged beyond repair. I already know this on so many levels. I’m just waiting for my life to implode now.
I’m waiting for my ex to psychologically punish me again. Waiting to lose my job. Waiting for my health to fall apart. Waiting to just disappear.
I’m awake at 3 am because I drank all night and slept 3 hours. Going to get up and go vomit. Then sit in a pool of my own shame. Wait for tomorrow to come. Let my self-esteem drop further. Maybe have my ex ignore me or mentally punish me because I contacted her. Remember that I can’t develop connections with other humans because I’m dead inside.
Maybe get a call from my boss telling me I haven’t done shit in like a week (I work from home.) and just enjoy another day in paradise.
Being a narcissist only gets worse as you age. Especially if you failed to get a long term a partnespouse.
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2021.10.26 07:44 Combine_protogen1 Hugs! By connection
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2021.10.26 07:44 MrBossFTL3000 RDR1 remaster or remake is likely and here is why.
Before you all think I am going to spread bullshit, here me out. A few months ago before gta trilogy was revealed, it got leaked. Everything that got leaked about it came true. And that article said if the trilogy does well, rockstar might remaster rdr1. It seems very likely that this is true because they got everything else right. However, the keyword is if gta trilogy does well. It most likely will do well as a lot of people want it. I feel like that is their plan to remaster. Remaking it however is unlikely to me.
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2021.10.26 07:44 1Learner1Friend New Video: Do you have a right to water? - BBC Learning English
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2021.10.26 07:44 B2thelak3 Can somebody walk me through step-by-step on how to properly use Shiva swap and how to benefit from it. I’m finally going to become a believer. Here’s me admitting I was wrong. Ps: change Org / thats where you will find ROBINHOOD, PayPal, petitions. Almost Done ✅
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2021.10.26 07:44 eggyran6050 Guys any canvas suggestions
I nevr read much of canvas so I was wondering if I could get any suggestions from you all :)
Please don't suggest me bl (I m not homophobic, I just don't like reading them)
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2021.10.26 07:44 JohnCooper10 The dark tower influence on me
I’m currently reading wolves of the calla, and I found myself using alot of words and phrases from the dark tower. Like if something unexpected happens and i find myself saying that this was ka, and if I’m expecting something to happen i say “there will be water if god wills it”. And if i do something good and be satisfied with myself i say that i acted like a gunslinger today. And if i want to encourage myself i say man just “stand and be true”. I don’t want to take the series too seriously, theres alot of funny stuff going on in the series but also theres lessons that i find helpful. Did you guys experience the same thing?
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2021.10.26 07:44 goldenthunderr Dodger the Mantis vs Spark Slayer the Metal worker
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2021.10.26 07:44 1_Celestia_1 Decided to do this as well
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2021.10.26 07:44 Dry-Ad8240 The Fighter And the R@pists? UFC 267 Fight Companion w/ Chris D’Elia, Bryan Callen, Josh Thomson and Brendan Schaub - The Underground
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2021.10.26 07:44 adbchistory all about the ancient olympics and sport in ancient greece
2021.10.26 07:44 IntelligentBasil9762 IDK how to react/RANT: my bf’s lack of response to his colleague’s suggestion to “meet someone else?”
This may be a petty question…but basically this is my first serious relationship and I have a rather lacking aptitude of emotional intelligence. Basically, bad with emotions. I just differentiate from basic right and wrong and go by “treat others how u want to be treated” kind of mindset.
To the story:
I(26F) have free access to my bf’s(31M) phone through my iPad due to trust issues, frankly. I read a convo between my bf and his friend/closest colleague(38M) at work. The colleague knows about my bf and me, and we never met but made plans to meet soon. The colleague refers me as “fiance” in earlier convos.. but we r not in that stage.
Anyways, the text convo goes like this: Bf: -sends workout photo- Friend: -compliments- Friend: -sends a four letter word in Korean- (literal meaning, “transfer” but socially implicates “transfer to someone else while meeting your gf”) Bf: -changes convo- hey you never told me about your gf Blahblahnlah
I read it, and just felt disappointed. I always talk about how good of an influence my boyfriend is to me and you know, “defend” him when people speak ill but that rarely happens because my friends all respect me and my love for my bf. So, it’s just disappointing he would let someone who he is close to… say that and just ignore it?
I want to react cuz I am offended but its kinda sketchy and nothing I can fix cuz thats how my bf thinks? I guess.
This is more a personal rant but Im interested in how others think.
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2021.10.26 07:44 bekris Quest Pro + Headstrap + Controllers textures
2021.10.26 07:44 madmenyo How to get a playable deck? Or two.
Hi, I'm a father of a 5 y/o and played a fair bit of MTG a couple of decades ago. My kid asked a view weeks back for Pokémon cards instead of Lego when he was allowed to choose something small for himself. With a bit of hesitation, we walked away with a booster pack. To my surprise, he is checking out his cards a lot, my only concern now is to keep them clean and undamaged.
With MTG you could buy a deck pack with 60 cards in it and be ready to play. I can only find booster cards for Pokémon. Since you need 60 cards in a deck with about 15 energy I need to buy 15 boosters to start playing a multi-color deck which is probably still unplayable. A duo color deck would be better, but there are 9 energy colors if I am not mistaken? That means I need about 270 booster packs. At least I can make myself a deck since he doesn't have anyone to play against :).
I'm sure there is something I can do here besides buying from real players since I do not know any. But the toy stores I went just sold these booster packs. I just got offered a box with 4 booster packs in it and they told me I would be able to play with these 40 cards. I told them "sure, just not the regular game".
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2021.10.26 07:44 sadbinchhours can someone hot dm me
2021.10.26 07:44 Exact_Slip Say it now ogs!
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2021.10.26 07:44 Darren-B80 Sainz critical of "unfair" demand in USGP
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2021.10.26 07:44 Hedurwen Would you rather do a line of coke every day for 30 days, or Heroin twice over two days?
2021.10.26 07:44 Andrew_480 Warranty clarification for Remarkable Connect by My Deep Guide. No warranty if you choose no plan as your purchase option. Thought future customers should be aware.
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2021.10.26 07:44 0_op Backfire: Transit Time to Europe
So, I have ordered a Zealot on the 29th of August and have yet not received it. They say that the transit takes around 40-45 business days. First of all, why does it take so long for Europe and in the US it takes only a few days? Anyone got experience with them and how long it usually takes for European customers?
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2021.10.26 07:44 Lichbingeking Butikstyv brugte peberspray mod vagt [Bilka Tilst] - Aarhus
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2021.10.26 07:44 ASICmachine privacy anyone? (x-post from /r/cryptocurrencymemes)
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2021.10.26 07:44 Tarrabyte__ Managers of stores on reddit, what is the REAL reasons it's so incredibly hard to actual get a good job today and why you wont hire as many people as you claim you need?